one-way ticket

I want to reserve a moment

to watch flashback no one remember

with lesson-learned dropped as subtitle

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I will sit by the window

and watch the thunderstorm washes away these ashes from your fire

the same thunderstorm that protects me from future consequences

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I wish the nightmare would die here

and the door will be opened

once more, as always, for sure

and i’ll choose myself over and over again…